Our litter terrier, Shelby, gave my hand, and then Troy’s, a featherlight lick as we waited in the vet’s office. We were there with the heaviest of hearts, because this was to be Shelby’s last day. His rapid
deterioration left us no choice, but it was a horrible decision to make for our friend of more than fourteen years. We rubbed his brown fur and tried to make his last moments as comforting as possible. For our sakes, we would have liked to be able to spend a little more time with him, but for him that would not be a kindness. So, we did what we had to do; it was for his own good.
A week later, we were in the emergency room of Mercy Hospital where I was diagnosed with meningitis. One of the ways they tested me was a procedure that has always given me the horrors to think about — a spinal tap!
I was not the least bit reasonable when they told me I had to have one. I had a panic attack of the first magnitude. I started struggling to get out of bed and leave. The doctor was very patient, and he and Troy talked to me until I calmed down. In the end I had to summon my courage, and submit to the test. Troy held my hand, and rubbed my arm through this trial. He told me several times. “Annette, you have to do it; it’s for your own good.”
I have been thinking about the ways we have to do the right things in our lives in Christ. Sometimes they can be unpleasant to our inner, natural man, but we are required to do them just the same. Occasionally, there are things that we badly want to do, but must not. It is difficult either way, but we need to constantly work on these aspects of our spiritual life, and strengthen them constantly. We have to do it; it’s for our own good.